kid coming up with my eyes closed
Had to find out from my people
ain't no love
Though it started from my daddy,
the one I never had
The only thing he loved was the money,
moving fast
Right from his hands to the next man to
get the little white man
Deep up in my heart as I cried,
couldn't understand
Why he had to go that route
Left me and my mo m,
now I'm the man of the house
With two little brothers,
no choice but to be a hustler
Came up quick and started
smoking marijuana
Then stuck in
O .O .E. and labeled a
B .G.
And ran with the
D .I .S., so I'm the biggest
K .C. mink
Now as the world turns,
times gotta change
Gotta find a way to get yourself
off out this game
Scandalous, don't be no fool,
everything gon' be alright
Just pray to
Lord when you go to sleep at night
Cause life's so scandalous
Scandalous
And I just can't handle it
You know I just can't handle it at
Life's so scandalous
Scandalous
And I just can't handle it
You know I just can't handle it
Day by day,
it seems the times getting harder
Sixteen years of age,
but I'm my little brother's father
Which life should I lead?
Which route should I go?
I really didn't know,
so I looked to my older folks
Didn't have time to remin
isce on my dad
A .M. out trying to make them 5
G's to buy a
Cadillac
Living the days when a nigga played ball
Now I watch my back and keep my
Glock in my drawers
Runnin' with bombers,
but yeah, the niggas still broke
In 1995, I hit a lick for some coke
And through this shit, I swear to
God I seen it all
From homies takin' falls and
throwin' up behind them walls
And moms can't understand,
her son got them dirty hands
But livin' to be a man is one
out of a hundred chance
I'm doin' the best I can and
tryin' to make a better way
My brother called the case
of how'd you chase in the
GTA
Back in the days,
them niggas we used to play
Either you got caught or a hater,
God to hell or why your life so
scandalous?
Life's so scandalous
And I just can't handle it
You know I just can't handle it
Stuck in this state of mind,
got pulled by the wind times
Can't see reality when my homie
O .P. died
The white man is the devil and these
bitches ain't no bet ter
I need to take a grip on my life and
get myself together
But every time I try,
these suckers wanna clown
I try to stay away,
but still labeled as a bloodhound
Fuck it, I'm in
SackTown, all about my money
Main don't wanna share no tears
But that's the only way to ease the pain
Now life is getting hectic
and things is getting rough
I look up to my mom and only
use that she's been tough
I need to make it through, I have to survive
I smoke a lot of weed to keep the
pain from my mind
The pain, it never leaves,
it seems that it's stuck
And then I reminisce upon
the good times
It's a must for me to hit the store
And buy
King
Co bra
Take the support out of the curb
Cause I got way too much love for y 'all
I'll see you in them crossroads
in that gangsta lean
This song is dedicated to my homie
L .P
Cause life's so scandalous
Yeah, I'm down off a bullet
like that's the night
Jealous ass bustas
Life's so scandalous
So scandalous
And I just can't handle it
And I just can't handle it
You know I just can't
handle it
An d I can't handle it
You know I just can't handle it
And I'm so scandalous, scandal ous
And I just can't handle it
You know I just can't handle it,
no
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