I only want to say
If there is a way
Take this cup away from me,
for I don't want to taste its poison,
feel it burn me.
I have changed, I'm not as sure
as when we started.
Then I was inspired,
but now I'm sad and tired
Listen, surely I've exceeded
expectations
Tried for three years,
seems like thirteen
Could you ask as much
from any other man?
But if I die, see the saga through
And do the things you ask of me
Let them haze me, hit me, hurt me,
nail me to their tree
I'd want to know,
I'd want to know my God
Want to know, I'd want to know my God
Want to see, I'd want to see my God
Want to see, I'd want to see my God
Why I should die?
Would I be more noticed
than I ever was before?
Oh, will the things I've said
and done matter anymore?
I'd to know,
I'd have to know, my Lord
Have to know, I'd have to know,
my Lord
Have to see, I'd have to see, my Lord
Have to see, I'd have to see, my Lord
If I die, what will be my reward?
If I die, what will be my reward?
Have to know, I'd have to know,
my Lord
Have to know, I'd have to know,
my Lord
Why? Why should I die?
Tell me, why should I die?
Can you show me now
that I would not be killed in vain?
Show me just a little of your
om nipresent brain
Show me there's a reason
for your wanting me to die
You're far too keen on where and how
And not so hot on why
Alright, I'll die
Just watch me die
See how I die
See how I die
Then I was inspired,
but now I'm sad and tired
After all, I've tried for three years
Seems like 90,
why then am I scared?
To finish what I started
What you started, I didn't start it
God, thy will is hard,
but you hold every card
I will drink your cup of poison,
nail me to your cross and rape me
Please defeat me,
kill me or take me now
Before I change my mind
Now, before I change my mind