I'm not sure I'm even wanting hope I'm
not sure if much my hate can seem to reconcile
A feeling I wish I was warned of
So I can compensate for how
I'm supposed to act outside
I'm head deep in muddy waters
I am stuck in something
I can't seem to correlate
To how I'm seen and maybe thought of
To where I'm supposed to be
And that I might not deviate from trust
I forget that I'm in love
Some other touch
I don't know if I'm just lost
I don't know if I'm just lost I
believe there are things for us
But only one each time
The two must never overlap
Situation I've befallen
That I facilitate
Seem s to only complicate my trust
I forget that I'm in love
Some other touch
I don't know if I'm just lost I
don't know if I'm just lost
Maybe it's just what I wanted
Maybe it just took me all
this time to realize
I am part of the performance
One half plays their role
The other only shields their eyes
And I could leave or just avoid it
And I could throw away
If only just to spare a life
From this confusion I am caught in
Of this eternity,
of this unending and uncertain trust
I forget that I'm in love
Some other touch
I don't know if I'm just lost
Don't trust
Did I forget that I'm in love?
So I'm not the touch
I don't know if I'm just lost
I don't know if I'm just lost
You