I can't hide my frown,
my smile is hiding from my mouth
I can't lie, my mind keeps
finding time to fight myself
I dive so deep inside,
feel like I died and I'm in hell
Or I'm so high my eyes can't see the
ground beneath the clouds
Don't look down, don't look down
I tried to keep it quiet,
silence all my cries for help
As long as I am rising till I'm upside down
I won't look down
This a meteoric rise,
keep ignoring all the horror stories
Like so and so got way too famous
and ended up killing himself
with some pills and a knife, ayy
I am not the one who's
gonna self -destruct,
got it out the mud
I can way too far to fail or screw it up
I ain't dropping balls, I just blew em up,
Ay, I will never let my mental illness
be the cause of my downfall
I will never lie to none of my fans
if I did it with sound wrong
I will never try convincing you dummies
this isn't a town hall
Never look down, never look down,
just look around y 'all
Ay, all of my demons are here,
all I can feel is fear
All I can do is keep be ing myself
and that's what I've been
doing for 32 years
All of my haters came out,
chasing my name for some clout
What are they angry about?
They're climbing as high as their ladders,
can take them and scream in my name
But I don't look down
Hi guys, remember me?
I'm a white guy,
everybody wanted to cancel,
nice try,
too sick on my die ride,
two fists full of middle fingers,
I got no time for high fives,
too rich for a drive -by,
pay the pilot on my private jet
to keep it low and do a fly -by,
take nine nines on a bike ride,
why nine?
Cause I heard that a pussy has nine lives.
I'm the one that y 'all hated,
I'm the one who won the game,
got paid and famous,
I'm the one who laughed in all they faces
and became the greatest
since old Slim Shady.
I'm the one who don't care,
I'm the one who goes where,
no one goes cause they're scared,
I'm the one who don't choke
when the boat don't float
My thoat gets no air
I can barely breathe, all the air I need
Oxygen is very thin at the top
I can rarely sleep,
stars I'm underneath
Shining too bright and I
can't turn them off
I'm high as the birds now
Flying too close to the sun, gotta burn
Wow, I've been turning up
and I ain't turning down
Maybe I should chill but
I ain't learning how
Ay, I'm not afraid of success
I'm afraid of what happens
if I take a rest
I'm afraid that I'll end
up where I was before
In the hole with no money
or food for the rent
I'm scared if I look at the
water I'll drown
So I look at the sky
and deny there's a ground
I'm not scared of the altitude
up in the clouds.
I'm scared of the fall,
so I don't look down
Fuck you
Every single motherfucking one of you
I can't even see you
because I don't look down
Don't look down
I can't hide my tears,
I dry my eyes and more come out
I can't lie, my fear is suicide,
not bank accounts
Keep my chin up,
but my head weighs like
a million pounds
Feels like my neck might break,
I hear it crack, ignore the sound
Don't look down
Don't look down
I tried to keep it quiet,
silence all my cries for help
as long as I am rising till I'm upside down
I won't look down this
a legendary climb
stand on the edge of the ledge
and it's very high
think of the men who are dead
cuz it got to their head
it ain't cemetery time
I ain't the one who gon' throw it away
cuz I'm feeling too lonely up here
I ain't the guy who gon' break
from the pressure
it's snowing my pipes are not frozen up here
I don't wanna hear about
these YouTube rappers
I am NOT in that bracket punk billboard
plaques all stacked in my mansion
a million cash for my taxes punk
Call me trash while I produce anthems
Got a taggin' with plastic guns
I'm the biggest independent rapper
in the fuckin' world
You just live on my planet, punk
Got an acid tongue and massive lungs
Every single track I've done
has packed a punch
Used to be an addict, yup
I crashed a truck in Canada
Goin' too fast, blackout drunk
I was nice at the start,
but the mood all changed
The reactors who trash me for
views are lame
Don't ask me to help you,
remove no claims
If I see you punks, you go lose your chains
I am the one who they all call a liar
When I told them that I'd
help my mom retire
They thought that I'd buy a new crib
and a chain and a ring
And a whip and some rims for the tires
Guess what? Mom don't work,
sent a hundred grand in a LV purse
Made a album with Nova and Brandon,
they own half the masters,
I told them the fam comes first
Still got the pills that the doctor gave me
to combat the depression
and the panic attacks
I'm the type of person
who won't even take a Tylenol,
even when I got a dozen dimes in my bag
They callin' me wack,
but I don't react,
I don't have time to write raps,
replyin' to trash
Call me the whole team,
yeah, they tryin' to cap,
I'm concrete,
but my demons hide in the cracks,
I'm the one
I ain't bought liquor for months
and you're lucky I'm sober
I'm nuts when I'm drunk
mixed to whiskey with soda
The man I've become would invite you all over,
put drugs in your punch
When you pass out, wrap you in plastic
and hit you with hammers
And flatten your skull to its crust
I don't name names,
I don't play games
I just aim straight and throw the gun
The rappers who hate act like family now
They try to jack my style
like some hand -me -downs
They want a million views,
I want a Grammy now
And the closest they'll come
is they Grammy's house
I don't even drink, but I'm planning how
I could make a brewery
and a massive house
To give free booze out
to these rapping clowns
And they could die using that
to wash Xanny's down
I'm the most successful
guy to hold a pencil
I've been great for so long,
I'm bored of flexing
I became a machine,
made an iron check inside
Peel the skin off and let the metal shine
I've been the greatest
for so fucking long
it feels normal for me to be special
So much clout
I could buy back the souls
of these rappers
that sold them for cash to the devil
Why is everybody always
talking shit?
Criticizing how I'm doing in my way
If I'm so trash,
why don't y 'all release your videos
on a Friday?
Cause that's my day
Comparing our numbers
you cook like some fried eggs
Pussy like wide legs
You only get views if you say my name
Angry I'm famous and not a great rapper
and you've been working stupid hard
I don't have to rap fast
to impress all my fans
I am a superstar!
Ha ha ha ha!
Man, I'm built for this, I kill for this
Never get back all the blood
that I spilled for this
I'm at the top,
it don't even seem high enough
I need a couple more hills
and some stilts for this
Hey, there ain't nobody around
The top of the mountain,
I scream and I shout
Nobody up here but me is allowed
The VIP section is deep in the clouds!
Go ahead and call me a clown
Cause I cannot hear it, your
sky is my ground
To look me in the eye,
you'd have to reach the summit
I won't see you coming, I don't look down
If I stepped on glass and my feet on fire
And my toes turned black
and my shoes melt off
When my bones touch ground,
I will not look back, I cannot look down
I don't care about how hard it gets,
I gotta be the fire in the dark,
I guess I got a beating heart
inside an iron chest
If they're sleeping on me,
I ain't trying to rest
Hope they die in their sleep
while I climb to the peak
And their eyes never see
all the heights that I reach
I deserve it, cause I took the stairs to the moon
I might die from exhaustion,
but I like the view
I'm higher than man,
as the average person would die from
the temperature
Bodies start burning,
the oxygen needed for life isn't added
When I hold my breath
until I'm turning purple
All my life, all you did was doubt
And now my success gonna kill you now
Wish I could see him put you in the ground,
but as bad as I want to
I'll never look down
Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
You don't get it still I am the one
Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
You don't have to admit it to yourself,
you don't have to admit it
You don't have to tell the whole world
that when you look at me,
you have to look up to me
And I don't look down.
I look down.
Everybody, please keep on talking!
I am a fucking superstar!
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