Well I feel so messed up,
I can't get clear
And I don't know what to do,
cause I'm neck deep in fear
My back feels like it's been
holding up the weight
Of this house and these three cats
And my truck filled with crap
With every little bang, every little push
Every little step I take, I get closer
A second at a time, using my breath
Maybe it's true,
I got a fever of success
But with every little bang,
every little push
Every little step I take
I'm getting closer
I'm getting a little bit closer
Cause life's not so simple
No, it ain't just blah, blah, blah
And I imagine my brain
looks like a carousel on fire
And when I go into hiding,
you'll know to just stay clear
You get it's not about you,
it's just me fighting, me fighting,
me fighting, me out here
But with every little bang,
every little push,
every little step I take
I get closer,
a second at a time, using my breath
Maybe it's true, I got a bigger success
But with every little bang,
every little push,
every little step I take
I'm getting closer,
I'm getting closer
And I still can't sit still or relate
And I'm so tired but I lay here
awake wondering what you see
I wonder what is it you get
and why am I so lucky
Cause you haven't left me yet,
oh you haven't even left me yet
Why am I so lucky?
With every little bang, every little push
Every little step I take
I get closer
A second at a time, using my breath
Maybe it's true, I got a fear of success
But with every little bang,
every little push
Every little step I take I get closer
A second at a time, using my breath
Maybe it's true,
I got a fever of success
But with every little bang,
every little push
Every little step I take
I'm getting closer
I'm getting closer
I'm getting closer
I'm getting a little bit closer
I'm getting closer
I'll see you next